Good Experience!

Today's topic is good experience! And i mean it! Ok, i'll get to the point. Eversince i'm not a prefect anymore, i knw how do the students feel.For example, hair,nails and the rules! Get what i mean? i dont' exactly knw how to put it in words but i too find it annoying. There's one time i felt like i wanted to slap this prefect. I wanted to go to the toilet (and i was really in a rush cuz recess is almost over and after that we're not allowed to go out from class) and this prefect was like'Oh can't use this way and bla bla" I mean REALLY! i walk all the way here cuz it's near the toilet and i really,really,really need to go.( I think u knw how i am when i need to go toilet,Joee) So she ask me to walk the long way and GEEZ! I wanted to tell her off!"== It was on Thursday where with had um CNY Celebrations entertaintment(will get there soon) plus i hold in for 3 freaking hours! So yeah, now i knw what it feels like for students to hate prefect cuz they do hve their reasons. Last year, when i was a prefect i never knw why the students don't like us or hate i thought we were doin the right thing but sometimes way off limits. It's not that i dun get it last time but now i do. Mainly, there more then just not allowed to go toilet and stufff but i dun wanna waste time on that.Anyway, this year i wanted to become a prefect but the teacher told me it's full adi and they hven't decided if they want to ask students to join since they hve enough people already so yeah.Oh yeah ! the CNY celebration thingy. It was..um.ok i guess i mean i like the Lion dance but the dancing part not so intresting cuz..aha..too me lar..not that i'm judging how they dance or anything is just that i think it's pretty lame. SORRY~! it's just that the dance is the same and same move so..yeah? I mean like in seafield it's intresting cuz at least they create new moves and how they entertain us and then again i'm just saying k? Hehe..I;m starting tution next week and i guess i'm gonna be abit busy cuz my tution is like Mon-Fri but oni Wed i'm free.Gosh busy, busy! I hate it when my maths teacher kept asking me to write answer on the board! I mean why always me? Some of the class didn't even been called once!"== Shheshs! And i get to learn how to push myself..as in to work hard,try to ask many questions in class and so on.But the problem is NO ONE in my class ever does. Like english,maths,science..no one ask a single question even though they dun get it. But me, i'm like a keep asking and sometimes my english teacher wrote sumthing wrong on the board and i put up my hand to correct her,my classmates just stared."== I feel like they think i'm Miss-KNW-It-All..knw what i mean?*sigh* so much for fitting in. Anyway,i gtg..things to do so i'll try and post more.:)

Goodbye 2010, Hello 2011.:)

Wow..what has the year gone bye so fast? Aha..2011...feels soo futuristic.O.o This year is new for me since i finally shifted skul(which it kinda sucks) and trying to hve a fresh start and boy am i trying! New year,new skul,new frens,new clothes,new shoes,new bags,new anything! Urgh! my new skul is WAY~~ to different than Seafield! seriously!:( I made a friend, her name is Fatin..she sat beside in class and the only and i mean ONLY malay girl there. Then there's Agala(if i spell right) i talk to her once in a while..she's..hm..friendly.:) Let see..i'm in sastera...the only sastera with ADD maths so teacher says we better buckle up! Sucks isn't it? My subject teachers are..hm..not bad..i dun really like my science teacher though..i mean she's nice and everything but i just hate her writting! It's soo hard to read! And her teaching! Her pronouncing is bad!:( *sigh* other than that..they are ok..i guess. At first when i walk in the skul i thought it was such a flat skul but when i when behind..BAM! Huge! So many stairs! And the only hve 3 floors! So many rooms! It's crazy man..i get lost easily..lol. Only one girl's toilet..sad.:( How i miss my frens soo much! On my first day of skul i was SO nervous! I kept thinking will i survive? are they friendly? so many things keep running around my head! And i got my answer..i'm a complete outcast..a stranger..nobody wants to talk to me..except for Fatin. 80% of them are chinese in that skul..so i thought..u knw..since they are chinese..wouldn't be so bad and WOW am i wrong! Some of the girls won't talk to me cuz i'm 'bangsa lain' and sum..cuz they can't speak english well."== *sigh* i just need to adjust myself. Nowadays i dun mind recessing alone..i can get my work done..though i feel lonely once in a while. But..sometimes i think is good..cuz i'll hve more time finished my homework and all..oh yeah! The Kok there is same like primary!!!!! Darn! No Ninjitsu,silat,st.Johns,or same like Seafield. Gosh! Terpaksa join the lame once..:( But they hve Bahasa Jap! But i didn't join cuz it's in the mornining! Damn it. I find myself quite busy these days and tired! Everyday i hve to put up wqith maths and add maths! Gosh..really. Oh the principle offered me to sub science class..but i rejected it..*sigh* it was my goal to get in sub science but now i think of it..i better stick to the subjects i'm comfortable with. But i feel i should taken the offer but..nah! why suffer? Lol. I happy with my subjects..feels great. Actually..it doesn't matter if ur in a bad class or a good class..so long you can keep up with it.:) Hehe..i had alot coming for me so BRING IT! i'll never give up!:) Peace out!